I dreamt of you again.

But you were silent and I couldn't make out what you were uttering while all the rest were familar phrases I heard elsewhere.

Why you?
Why all these feelings?

Once it started, it would never go away so easily.

Perhaps I was too stupid to drag myself into a similar turmoil. I'm just gonna be the one who leaves

and feels the pain

for another few years secretly and silently?

I don't want it,
for what I want is warmth, shelter and protection.

I know I am selfish.
and I know I foolishly developed those super intense feelings towards you all unconsciously. 

So improper.