It seems that I don't care what you think. I just want to do what I want. I don't know when I won't be able to contain and ask the same stupid question.
But please if I really ask you about it finally, don't give me the same answer or the same silence.
I am gonna collapse
and
I don't know how long it's gonna take me
to be this wayward
ever again
in my life.
He was the reason for my coldness.
You are the reason for my impulsiveness.
I can't believe you have such power to move me in this way.
I can't believe what I have done
to you
in these few weeks.
All impulsive.
All clueless.
All from the bottom of my heart.
Why does it have to be you?
I wish it could be somebody who is less important in my life.
You are
exceptional.
I know
it's just so inappropriate.
I don't know why
things can turn out
like this.